"no time to wait on the side,
watching it all pass me by,
i'm gonna be in the game,
watch me play it,
i'm coming with it ya know,
let's get to starting the show,
turn up the lights, hit the stage,
no more waiting."

I am a horrible human being. I can not believe what I did. I know nothing happened but, I still feel horrible. Ugh. Whatever it is, I had fun that day. Sigh. I actually wouldn't mind doing it again. You know what? I know this may sound horrible but, I have the right to be happy too. I'm tired of giving up my happiness so my friends can be happy. Ugh. This is ridiculous.

Guilt is a small price to pay for happiness.