I am so sick and tired of listening to peoples problems. Oh my god.

Right now, I don't want to comfort you, I don't want to help you think of a solution, I don't want to be obliged to cheer you up, I don't want to wipe away your tears, I don't want to help you in any fucking way. I need to be comforted too. Every time I'm feeling down, I am forced to act like everything is okay because my friends are hurting too. I hide away my tears and pretend like nothing is wrong to help them. I just, don't think I can hide it anymore. I have cried buckets and buckets of tears and not one person has noticed. Shows how much you guys pay attention.

I've been nice. Its my turn to be selfish.