"Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight"

This song got me thinking. What if I died tomorrow? What have I done with my life? I know I'm only sixteen and haven't lived that long but, I have literally done nothing with my life. It scares me, thinking about death. Not because I'm afraid of dying, but because I'm afraid of dying and leaving behind a life not lived.

I need to start doing something with my life and stop waiting for someone to tell me what to do. I need to get over my self esteem issues and not give a damn about what people may think about me. "As long as you are happy, nothing else matters." is what I always tell people. I should learn to take my own advice.