Funny Little World just started playing on my iTunes. Sigh. I miss you.

"And I don't know for sure where this is going
Still I hope for more and more
'Cause who would know that you would treat me like a boy
And I treat you like a girl in this funny little world"

Its amazing how this song used to mean so much to me. Now whenever I hear it, I think of you. Why? It was the song you sang to me and before you sang it, you told me you meant every single word. Bullshit. I can't believe I was so naive. Ugh.

You would think that I learnt my lesson. Nope. My heart still skips a beat when you start talking to me and I get butterflies in my tummy. Yes, I still like you. I've been trying to forget you but nothing seems to be working. You still pop in my head every once in awhile. Sigh. It doesn't help that somehow, you start talking to me whenever I think of you. Why are you doing this to me? Stop giving me false hope that I'll get the one thing I want most right now.

Just leave me alone. Please. I can't take it anymore.