Do you have any idea what its like to not want to get our of bed every morning, just because you don’t want to go and deal with all the bullshit outside your bed? Do you know what it feels like to feel completely alone while you know there are millions of miserable people just like you? How about what its like to be completely repulsed by things you used to cherish and love? To feel completely lost in the dark and not knowing if there’s a way out? When you feel like you don't have the strength to make it through to the whole day, let alone the next one, without breaking down? To not be able to explain how you feel, at all? To have everyone constantly asking if you’re okay until it gets to a point where no one asks, which makes you wonder if they don’t notice or if they just don’t care? To have no energy to do anything? How about to feel completely worthless? To hate who you are and how you look? To feel like you have no control whatsoever, over anything? To not know where you belong? To feel trapped in a world full of ugly and nasty things? The feeling of being afraid of whats on the other side? To be hurting constantly? To know there’s no one to save you from the way you feel? To realise the only one truly hurting you is yourself and there’s nothing you can do about it?

This is how I feel. Every single day.