Oh, I almost forgot. Its been a little over a month since I've met someone who is strangely special to me.

Its only been a month but I have this really weird connection with you already. You piss me off but I love it, and I know you do to. Ahahah. I find it funny how we argue over the most idiotic things, but at the end of the day we're back to normal

Those of you who know me well, know that I'm not usually like this, this isn't Desiree Michelle Fernandez. I'm the type of girl that gets close to someone but I never really fall for them because well, I'm terrified of being left behind. But with you its different, with you I feel safe. Which is fucking insane seeing as its you we're talking about. Yeah, I know about the things you do and about your past and shit, but I honestly don't care. I feel different with you and I like it.

I know there's an 80/20 chance that you're just going to get up, leave, and break my heart. But, I don't care. Because, even if it's only for awhile, at least I've had you. Ugh. I sound like some emo shit now. See what you've done to me?