Oh, I almost forgot. Its been a little over a month since I've met someone who is strangely special to me.

Its only been a month but I have this really weird connection with you already. You piss me off but I love it, and I know you do to. Ahahah. I find it funny how we argue over the most idiotic things, but at the end of the day we're back to normal

Those of you who know me well, know that I'm not usually like this, this isn't Desiree Michelle Fernandez. I'm the type of girl that gets close to someone but I never really fall for them because well, I'm terrified of being left behind. But with you its different, with you I feel safe. Which is fucking insane seeing as its you we're talking about. Yeah, I know about the things you do and about your past and shit, but I honestly don't care. I feel different with you and I like it.

I know there's an 80/20 chance that you're just going to get up, leave, and break my heart. But, I don't care. Because, even if it's only for awhile, at least I've had you. Ugh. I sound like some emo shit now. See what you've done to me?

Holding hands might just be the cutest thing ever. It’s such an intimate gesture, yet innocent at the same time. When you feel their hand touching the palm of yours it’s like the entire world is at your fingertips at that moment. And even better, the first time two people ever hold hands, is precious. When the person nudges at your hand and eventually slides their fingers interlocking with yours and you feel your cheeks getting warm, turning a shade of rosy pink and your heart pounding like drums. When they grasp on so tight like it would be impossible to let you go. How their hand just seems to fit right into yours as if it was meant to be that way. So beautiful and satisfying with a rush of different emotions. And just with the knowledge that your hands are linked together makes your hearts even fonder and you can literally feel how close you are to each other.