It pains me thinking about my old friends. We used to be so close. We used to talk every night and share everything with each other. Now, I'm not included in anything anymore. I guess it's because I moved to a new school last year. But still! Nothing can change the fact that it hurts seeing pictures and tweets of outings that I wasn't invited to. I don't even know what to think anymore. I've tried clinging on but that doesn't seem to change anything. It just makes me feel even more unwanted. So yeah, I'm done trying. Not because I'm fed up of being the extra wheel when it comes to you guys, but because I don't want to bother you anymore. If you really don't want me around anymore, then I wont force myself onto your lives.

I'm sorry for everything I've done. Thanks for the lessons you've thought me, the advice you've given me, the shoulder you've lent me. Thanks for picking me up whenever I was down, for the memories, for making me laugh when I forgot how to, and especially thanks for being there. Thank you for being my best friends. You guys were once a big part of my life and I'd like to think I was a big part of yours too. I love you guys.

I've been neglecting my blog. So sorry. Been so busy with school and what not. SPM this year. Yikes. Now that I've moved back to nenek's place I'll be on more often. Thank god for that.